me and aj are doin amazing!! Liliana is 9 months old and is standing and getting into everything!! lol

I work at Fashion Bug in Marysville and have been for 2 months and I love it but I need to find another part-time job because im barely getting 15 hours a week which really isnt nothin especially since it goes towards bills n Liliana's needs. id like to have some extra cash cuz me n aj really want to go to Florida this summer for a week.

so yeah today has been crappy..me and Sandra are no longer friends .. she ahs been avoiding me n i said something about it cuz i just want to hang out n have a coffee.. cuz durin the week aj sleeps most of the day and he works at night.. so i literlaly sit at home, go out maybe for a bit to do some errands and then make dinner n then sit at home by myself n get lili to bed n play sims 3.. i miss my social life but so many of my friends live so far away n its hard to just get up n drive with a baby in a car..lol sandra wrote me back and said that she doesnt have time for me right now (but she hangs with her new friend Cheri who is like 18 or 19 years old) n that she never considered me her best friend and just awhole bunch of stuff that really hurt my feelings.. ive always been there for her when she needed someone to talk n she mentioned that in there too but she said she cant be there for me.. which is fucked up.. i mean all i awnted to do was go out, get a coffee n a bite to eat n catch up n she wrote me how she doesnt want to hang out or be friends right now.. its fucked up..

I am thankful to have AJ by my side though cuz he really stood by my side through everything today..nothin is worse than losing family but that even goes for friends.. ive lost 3 friends in less than 1 year.. 1st it was Shevanna, then mallorie n now Sandra..

okay so I have to write a short fiction story.. give me some ideas!

Good News: brookstone called and me and AJ got accepted and so did our co-signer! so all we are waiting on is AJs job and SC4 to get back to them and we go in and sign our lease! YAYAYY im so fricken excited!

Bad News: i had an interview today and it was absolutely horrible. as soon as i get in there,  she tells me " i was goin to cancel your interview today because I already hired someone else" n i was like "oh okay" and she asks me questions, I talk about myself, my availability which is Monday-Sunday cept Tuesday and Thursday mornings. I told her how i have a 7 month old daughter. then right away she goes " that can cause complications because what if something happens and you can't find a baby sitter?" n i was like " i have baby sitters, its either my mom or my boyfriends mom or i can call a friend up if need be" and she was like "oh okay" then 3 more times throughout the interview she mentioned about how she hired someone else already and was goin to cancel my interview today and forgot all about it until I walked in but she plans on firing some other chick so she thought she would give me a shot. and then she ALSO throws in there about how she already interviewed 3 other girls. so yeah worst interview EVER! idk i seriously balled my eyes out because I have been trying to find a job for the past 3 months and I got nothing and then I FINALLY get an interview and it was absolutely the worst interview I have ever had.

Well I am off to shower, pack some stuff and go to bed.

Nighty night to all! lol